Tuesday, February 28, 2006

so i was clearing up SOME stuff.
yeah. emphasizing on the SOME. hahaha.
cos i just cleared up a lil. before my dad makes noise again.
so yeah. i found my old spelling book.
and i realised i spelled picture as peuture.
haha. how dumb.
ok. not funny.

hmmm. and something else happened in the earlier part of my day.
was coming home from tuition.
super tired and all. tried to sleep in the bus but some stupid man was talking so loudly on the phone.
so then i reached my stop.
got down and realised that same man got down too.
he was kinda in a hurry and stuff.
but suddenly he acted all crazy and all and just ran across the road.
he didnt even wait at the zebra-crossing.
just dashed across and got hit by some red STRIKING car.
THIS RED.
well, just his left leg.
but he continued walking like nothing happened.
weird.
immune to pain i guess?

Monday, February 27, 2006

ohh yeah. and who wants a m1 top-up card???
cos i seriously have no use for it.
and who wants to watch rumour has it with meeeeeeee??????????

yesterday-

in the midst of our boring lives, yesterday wasnt so bad.
excuse me fer my poor english.
i dont think i understand that statement either.
hahaha.


cabbing ter stace's house. some loner was sitting in front. HAHA.

so anyway, the cab driver was freaking irritating and stuff. just cos we didnt put our seat belts.
"are you all foreigners?" what an idiot.
ohh well. said we would take somemore pictures at stace's house but we forgot. ahaha.
badminton was a blast. but age is catching up on me. sigh.. on the whole, it was still so funny. with jayne looking like an idiot. HAHA. laughed like hell. damn. if only i took a photo.

ok. so that was yesterday.
today. lazing around as usual. realised i didnt do any tuition homework. but couldnt be bothered. im sooo dead. would have to sleep late again.. rahhr.
and there's my dad. boy.. i dont even wanna get started. cos ill never end.

hmmm. how ironic things can be..

to sher-

sher's such a sweetie.
called a while ago and we chatted a lil.
i miss you too dear. thanks fer the call yeah.
((:

Sunday, February 26, 2006

something took my baby away a long time ago.
and replaced her with someone else.
where's my baby i first knew?
where's my baby whom i hugged, kissed, love and miss?
she's gone.
gone and i doubt she's ever coming back.

rest in peace.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

baby, ive lied to you.
ive hid things from you.
but ive never, cheated on you.
-white chicks.

hmmm.. my blog's so freaking boring. who would bother to read it.

work work work.
im going to work tomorrow la kayy!
dad scolded me fer not going to work today.
grrrrr.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

gonna visit belle tmr and see how her dad's doing..
and mass at novena church at 0730.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

if youre trying to make me not forget you, id admit, youve succeeded.

mass was great today..
actually wanted to go up to say something but i was too shy! :p
ahaha. anyway, this was what i wanna say,
to all the teachers who taught 4/6 and 4/7. thank you. from the bottom of our hearts. everyone always taught we werethe failure classes. and i remember once our primary 4 teacher told us we were the worst batch ever. but you never gave up on us. sacrificed A LOT for us. and we pulled through. THANK YOU.
am not very good with words. another reason why i didnt wanna go up. yeah. thats about it i guess.
and im so glad mrs chu is so happy with our results. hahaha..
so yeah.
ohh happy day. ((:

ohh and its been a really long time since i woke up so early. gosh. how am i gonna adjust back.. and lots of people are constantly telling me i jc is super tough and i wont be able to catch up.
damn. i know.
i know already. but dont you get it? i HAVE to do it. its the only way yeah. hope you guys understand..
lord, save me.


i was so shocked you came up to me that the only words that came out was to ask what you were doing here. but i guess what i really meant was what were you doing here here, in front of me when you didnt say a word the night before. i dunno..

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

there's this song i heard this morning..

stars dont stop falling, down.
in my world of make believe.
blah blah blah...

its such a nice song.. think its called do you ever think of me.
BUT. i cant find it anywhere. just hope ill hear it again. sigh..

thank you nana, ching and py.
you guys are so funny. especially py.
haha.
and there's tng. who got scolded cos we kept disturbing her.
im so sorry tng!
haha.
ohh. and we all agreed the guy at the i-forgot-what shop looked like the korean actor in fullhouse.
haha. so funny. i think it was the roxy shop. oops! stm.. haha.
but anw, ill remember the silly present py wants fer her birthday. haha.
YOURE SO SILLY PY! ((x

Monday, February 20, 2006

so youd all know,
I WRECKED DEB'S WHOLE LIFE.
yeah.
i was being really really selfish.
extremely selfish.
i just wanted her too much maybe?
yeah. but its wrong. i know.
i signed in to her hotmail and i found the blog.
i read her smses that confirmed what i felt.
is there anymore? i forgot. but do tell me. cos i wanna tell it all.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

irritant made me realise something really important..
i love you mama. i really do.((:

and i dont wanna spend another night,
trying to figure out why youre always on my mind.
all i know, you keep me coming back for more.
even when i think ive had enough.
when i tell you that its over that we're done.

just one day and i give in.
i was doing quite well but you always win.
and i really wish sometimes that we would just move on.
but what would i be doing if you were gone.

daddy's gonna take o's fer accounts.
is it fer mummy?
haha. i dunno.
how romantic..

Saturday, February 18, 2006

is it so hard to tell me the truth?
and i thought you told me i was one of two people you valued the most..
you could have just told me the truth and it would alright.
is it really that difficult that i scared you off?

you always dont bother explaining thats why i always mistake you.
its gonna be less than 50% now..

Friday, February 17, 2006

my brother is FUCKING irritating.
was out and got call to complain bout him.
came all the way home and got attitude from him.
argggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im ready to kill.
i guess this is my life eyy.
lie to me like nobody's business.
make me feel like an idiot.
take advantage of me.
argh.
i dunno.
whatever.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

having her is enough i guess.
good fer you.

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

did it out of fun, laughter, peace and joy. haha.
anyone knows what phlegmatic means?

youre actions always prove otherwise you know that?
and. my heart always softens at the crucial moment. why?
i cant tell either.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

woke up a lil late than the usual today.
lazed around.
had lunch.
lazed somemore.
then went for a jog.
didnt jog as much as the last time. which was a reallyyyy long time ago. but its alright.
ohh my. im crapping.
an idle mind kills..

maths tuition teacher gave me a box of ferreros.
sweet.
perks fer doing ok fer maths i guess.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

ohhh. i just heard THE nice nice song on mtv.
so niceeeeeee.

always said i would know where to find love
always thought id be ready and strong enough
but sometimes i just felt i could give up
but you came and changed my whole world now
im somewhere ive never been before
now i see, what love means

its so unbelievable
and i dont want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like youve always been
forever a part of me
and its so unbelievable to finally be in love
somewhere id never thought id be

in my heart, in my head, its so clear now
hold my hand youve got nothing to fear now
i was lost and youve rescued me somehow
im alive, im in love, you complete me
and ive never been here before
now i see, what love means

its so unbelievable
and i dont want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like youve always been
forever a part of me
and its so unbelievable to finally be in love
somewhere id never thought id be

when i think of what i have, and this chance i nearly lost
i cant help but break down, and cry

its so unbelievable
and i dont want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like youve always been
forever a part of me
and its so unbelievable to finally be in love
somewhere id never thought id be

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!
geesh.
i miss school.
i dont feel loved.
pouts.

Monday, February 13, 2006

so.
im going to cjc.
any takers?
im gonna miss everyone.
nana, tng, py, tat, ching, shayna, jayne, sherry and many many MANY more whom id probably never see AGAIN.
pouts.
sorry if i missed anyone. my mind's kinda blank now from all the rubbish and drama that happened yesterday.
dont wish to elaborate..

Sunday, February 12, 2006

why cant i do what i want?
its my life you know.

Thursday, February 09, 2006
results-

its just hours before we're gonna get back our results.
im having a serious nervous breakdown and im not in a very good mood AT ALL.
ive been like that ever since i heard someone in our class got an e8 fer maths and would not be able to go anywhere.
i hope its not true..
arghh!
and the thing is, my left eye keeps twitching. this spells trouble. and it sucks.

heard a really nice song today. and the lyrics were just beautiful.
but damn. i forgot how it goes.

Monday, February 06, 2006
love?

love is about sacrifice.
isnt it?
when youre willing to do anything.
or give up everything fer that special someone.

love is also about change.
isnt it?
when your special someone is happy, youll feel like the world is a better place.
when your special someone is upset, youll feel like life has no meaning.
your whole mood is just altered because of that someone.

and everything just becomes a habit.
you continue doing things you used to do when you were with that someone. unconsciously.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

my cousin.
primary five this year.
freaking skinny already.
BUT still wants to lose 3kg to be the same weight as her friend.
RETARDED.

ohh by the way, i lost all the links!
so if i cant remember your blog links, im really really sorry..

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

im getting from bad to worse?
ohh wow. thanks dad.
since you find me such a pain in the ass why dont you just go home without me.
id rather stay with grandpa instead.